This year in particular I've come to appreciate what a wonderful family I have.
My parent's are the sweetest, most supportive people I've ever met and I love them with all my heart. There is really nothing I can say to express how much they mean to me, or how grateful I am. I don't really need words to say that.
I admire my mother so much. She may not be book-smart, but the way she handles things and how she raised us is exactly the way I wish I can raise my future kids. I think I turned out well..... ok, a bit weird but, I guess that's what makes me who I am. I wish I had her creativity and social skills and how she's so selfless while still being human. To me she is the perfect mother.
I admire my dad for similar reasons. He's so smart in everyway, he handles everything in a strong, calculated way, he supports me even when I'm being dumb and saying things that don't make sense. He talks to me even when it's akward for him to talk about. He helps me grow, he's the rock to our family. He's the perfect dad
My little sister is so headstrong and stubborn, but she's the one with the biggest heart and cares for us deeply. She's my friend when I need someone in the house, especially since I came back from Japan and I'm feeling like I can't fit in anymore. Even is she doesn't get me, I know how much she likes me and likes having me around. I couldn't ask for more out of her.
My middle sister is someone who needs to see and appreciate all this.
I don't see how she's so suffucated in this house by our parents. They don't ask for much, they give her everything she wants and still, that's not enough.
I won't bother making a list of all I'm angry at her about, I know this is typical teenager behaivor and the only way she's going to realize what an ass she is being is by herself. But I just wish there was a way I could make her thick head understand how much she's affecting our family.
We are a good strong, supportive family. Our parents are together, we have a stable income, we go on vacations, we support each other and think what's best for each other in different ways, we go to school, we have friends, we're not something she needs to run from! We have EVERYTHING.
So way does she insist that she hates it here and wants to leave? Because my mother tells her the truth when she asks for advice? Because my dad won't give her more money to spend on cigarrets? Because my mom got angry at her for being in a car crash and not telling her about it? I could go on and on, but she'll never see this. She's too wrapped up in this world where she is the star and everything should be given to her on silver plates. Her friends are her gods, everything they say, she does. Because they tell her everything she wants to hear. I truly believe that if she treated them the way she treats us, they would not hang around to listen to her whining and shouting. But what 17 year old wants to hear how her friends are trash and not good for her, and we're the ones trying to think of her the most? She won't listen and will just continue destroying my parent's feelings until she gets what she wants.
Last night was horrible, I didn't even know they had started fighting until my little sister came to my room rolling her eyes telling me they were fighting again. I don't know what my parents are gonna do this time but I hope we're strong enough to help my sister and stick together as a family...
I don't wanna write about it anymore :I
I'm done whining. I'm glad for this blog because I can't keep on hitting my best friend with my emotional drama everytime :') I know she doesn't mind, but I think these rants come very frecuently....
sigh
I'm gonna go study for compared politics now :(
and watch The Big Bang Theory for some needed laughs :'D
My parent's are the sweetest, most supportive people I've ever met and I love them with all my heart. There is really nothing I can say to express how much they mean to me, or how grateful I am. I don't really need words to say that.
I admire my mother so much. She may not be book-smart, but the way she handles things and how she raised us is exactly the way I wish I can raise my future kids. I think I turned out well..... ok, a bit weird but, I guess that's what makes me who I am. I wish I had her creativity and social skills and how she's so selfless while still being human. To me she is the perfect mother.
I admire my dad for similar reasons. He's so smart in everyway, he handles everything in a strong, calculated way, he supports me even when I'm being dumb and saying things that don't make sense. He talks to me even when it's akward for him to talk about. He helps me grow, he's the rock to our family. He's the perfect dad
My little sister is so headstrong and stubborn, but she's the one with the biggest heart and cares for us deeply. She's my friend when I need someone in the house, especially since I came back from Japan and I'm feeling like I can't fit in anymore. Even is she doesn't get me, I know how much she likes me and likes having me around. I couldn't ask for more out of her.
My middle sister is someone who needs to see and appreciate all this.
I don't see how she's so suffucated in this house by our parents. They don't ask for much, they give her everything she wants and still, that's not enough.
I won't bother making a list of all I'm angry at her about, I know this is typical teenager behaivor and the only way she's going to realize what an ass she is being is by herself. But I just wish there was a way I could make her thick head understand how much she's affecting our family.
We are a good strong, supportive family. Our parents are together, we have a stable income, we go on vacations, we support each other and think what's best for each other in different ways, we go to school, we have friends, we're not something she needs to run from! We have EVERYTHING.
So way does she insist that she hates it here and wants to leave? Because my mother tells her the truth when she asks for advice? Because my dad won't give her more money to spend on cigarrets? Because my mom got angry at her for being in a car crash and not telling her about it? I could go on and on, but she'll never see this. She's too wrapped up in this world where she is the star and everything should be given to her on silver plates. Her friends are her gods, everything they say, she does. Because they tell her everything she wants to hear. I truly believe that if she treated them the way she treats us, they would not hang around to listen to her whining and shouting. But what 17 year old wants to hear how her friends are trash and not good for her, and we're the ones trying to think of her the most? She won't listen and will just continue destroying my parent's feelings until she gets what she wants.
Last night was horrible, I didn't even know they had started fighting until my little sister came to my room rolling her eyes telling me they were fighting again. I don't know what my parents are gonna do this time but I hope we're strong enough to help my sister and stick together as a family...
I don't wanna write about it anymore :I
I'm done whining. I'm glad for this blog because I can't keep on hitting my best friend with my emotional drama everytime :') I know she doesn't mind, but I think these rants come very frecuently....
sigh
I'm gonna go study for compared politics now :(
and watch The Big Bang Theory for some needed laughs :'D
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